Compilation of school-related thoughts
One of my worst pet peeves..
When people say I should be satisfied with a grade I’ve gotten- especially if it’s better than theirs.
Who are you to tell me what my standards are? I strive for what I strive for.
Obviously if I feel like I’ve studied hard, I’m going to be disappointed if I get anything less.
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I go to Cal State Fullerton, and honestly I used to be ashamed. But… I’ve realized no matter how smart my siblings/friends are, I’ll never be up to par with them. And now I’m okay with that. At least I know that I am getting an education, I am working towards my Bachelor’s, and will be going onto grad school. I am doing something with my life— I don’t need to be some super genius to have a good, successful future. Whether or not people look down upon me for going to CSUF is their problem. Yes, it will make me sad… but if someone lets what school I go to directly reflect who I am to them, then there is nothing I can do about it. I am above average.
Regardless of what I do now, I am a Titan. And that is that.
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I am on the Dean’s Honor List. I currently have all As and a B. I am quite proud of myself. That B makes me sad though.
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I lied. LOL. Sometimes I’m still sad because I didn’t apply to any UCs. Sometimes I wish I went to a JC first. Sometimes I resent myself for picking Fullerton over the other cal states I got into. Someone remind me why Fullerton is so bad again?
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I don’t understand why people wear clubbing attire to school.
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UCs don’t even carry my major anyway, why am I rambling. But anyway, I guess this rant made me feel a little better about myself.
It’s quite comforting to have a little faith in yourself.
